December 2010
I am a teenager. I don't smoke, I don't do drugs...
November 2010
Hello world.
I am going to write music, write lyrics, write poetry, and get artsy as hell.
My mind is a storm of creation, finally being unleashed.
Its coming at full force.
Welcome Home.
I came home from my trip realizing that my house wasnt prepared for a vegan.
So i went to the grocery store with two of my favorite people, Tessa and CJ.
i have enough food for only this week though, i didnt want to get a whole lot.
But hanging out with those two makes me happier than a bird with a french fry.
Im getting nerdy again.
I want to start a scrapbook for vegan recipes.
I want to prepare the dish and take pictures of it.
Then try it so see if its worthy of the book.
If it is, it will be placed in there recipe and pictures.
This break sucked. The end.
couldnt have said it better.
Black Friday
I am in a starbucks in smell fucking paso. stealing their wifi >:)
but i come home sunday morning and i feel like my whole break was wasted.
i miss all my freaking friends.
I just wish
for once i can spend thanksgiving with my friends. and not have to drive 10 hours.
I luckily got wifi from starbucks, but i am so freaking bored.
i miss everyone. and the people i would want to hang out with that i havnt.
Once again.
I am not eating meat. and i feel better than ever.
I'm no poet, but..
Lord save us all, lord save us all
Im at the edge, im about to fall.
I take one step, the pier is to short.
I take the plunge, what was it worth?
Today while eating lunch..
I had a butterfly poop on me. I feel really lucky :)
what am i doing here?
Dreamcatcher.
“I need my dreamcatcher above my bed It was hard to keep you out of my head.”
right now this song and the whole dreamcatcher concept is having huge impact on my life at the moment.
You managed to killed two birds with one stone.
I once thought of something amazing.
Then i forgot it and lost my dream.
HOLY CRAP THEY MADE A SECOND ONE! →
I WANT A NEW JOB
ME FREAKING TOO
PUNK-O-MATIC →
For the first time
In a long time, im figuring out who i am. hahaha
Standby seriously needs to practice.
I WANT TO PLAY MUSIC!
Im not really sure what happened.
Im not sure. Ive gone through alot in my time.
Im at that time once again. Its happened before, so i know the routine.
Im just trying to adjust to everything. I feel as though im getting to old for this.
Too old for heartbreak. that doesnt mean it doesnt happen. but my healing is easier.
i just dont understand a whole lot anymore. and i feel guilty for some reason.
what does this fall season stand for?
does it stand for FALL apart?
thats what i see happening around me.
nothing seems to be the same anymore.
i dont know which way is up.
i need an anchor.
Ty Londot, i know you dont read my tumblr.
but i love you dude. i know stuff is hard right now.
im going through the same thing. and i promise you, it will get better.
I am here for you. i know you and i dont hang out that much Ty, but i...
now i know.
racheljensabo:
now i know what its like to be heartbroken
but i would rather deal with this and still have the amazing memories,
than never have met you at all.
you were so worth it,
i’d still do anything for you.
I drove by your house on the way home.
I stopped to take a look.
and i cried.
The whole way home.
What is happening?
Where am i being leaded?
I have no idea. but all ive got are these 6 stings.
my friends. and the sounds around me to hold me in place.
I dont know where im headed. i really dont.
but i hope it will be okay.
i dont know.
everything sounds like its going to be okay.
then why am i still crying?
i hate this feeling. theres still so much i have to say.
two hours just wasnt enough.
thesmallestlie:
“ All I have left to do is to...
Its complicated.
I love you
This post.
Isnt about anything.
I was jealous.
sometimes.
when i dont wear my glasses or contacts, and i try to walk around my house, i get extremely paranoid. I dont know of very many people who have bad vision like me, where when they take their corrective lenses off everything is one blur of colors. It scares the piss out of me. I feel vulnerable. I dont know, that could just be me.
Today was a roller coaster.
And normally i hate roller coasters, but you know, i guess today it needed to happen.
everything turned out for the better i would say.
somethings were harder than others, some were way easier than expected.
all in all, im glad its off our chest.
I would break my neck, just to keep my chin up.
Im not losing grip, I will never give up.
Just please believe that you can have faith in you and me.
I speak in nothing but cliches.
and i bet its annoying to you.
What do i need.
I need a safe place where i can dig through this rage.
To reach the bottom and what will i find?
We will never know.
dreaming.
i had one of those dreams, that made you want to cry.
but you didnt want the dream to end.
and i cant even remember a second of it.
